my savior

Thank you God for giving me the insight and the experiences that lead me to where I am in life. I've been through a lot of shit and I'm still struggling with weaknesses but I must say

PAXIL has helped me so much.
this is my week of PMS and my anxiety has come and gone and so has some depression but it's not like before. it's not devastating. obsessive thoughts have entered my thought about my body and weight but they don't linger for long.


i understand paxil is giving me the push forward, the extra energy to help me make new healthy habits to replace my old negative destructive habits. instead of reaching out for alcohol or male attention downtown or facebook or drugs, i force myself to exercise and eat healthy and call healthy family and friends.

i'm not satisfied with where i am with life but i feel......relaxed.

i can finally
breathe.