i fucking hate my life. i hate what i've done to it. i fucking hate this.
regression? progression? i do not wish to remain stagnant in my position in life. in ALL areas of my life.
i redid my resume. i think it is satisfactory now. i applied to two places online. i will be attending a hospital court hearing on wednesday morning. i want OUT of my job. i want Nick to tell me he loves me. I want my marriage back. I want friends. i want a social life. i want to start boot camp. i want to feel like i am
moving
forward.
therefore, from the list above, i will do what i can with the things i DO have control over.
my job
boot camp
as for my marriage, i will behave in a manner that will assist me in POSSIBLY achieve the love from Nick, and the marriage being fixed.
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